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Prose

The
Parasites
By Charlie Beck
In
terms of spreading we turned out extremely lucky when it came to Bradford.
Only one other person was infected, one of the women who froze and was
locked into the office with him before the emergency squad got there.
She was pretty hysterical by that time and its possible she was
only infected then. They cleaned her out without any problems. Even
Bradfords wife and kids were clean.
The
doctors said it was amazing that he hadnt already burst before
they got to the scene. One told me he had over twenty thousand of them
living in his skull and almost twice as many unhatched eggs. I guess
you could even see them under the skin running across his vertebrate
and behind his ears. Scary stuff.
I
was called a hero, of course. Two weeks later the company gave me a
special plaque and a little ceremony. I thought it was kind of hokey,
but Jane took the afternoon off so she could come. Poor Jane. They called
her at work while I was still at the hospital being tested for the little
creatures. I finally came out, fit as a fiddle, feeling a little shaken
up but otherwise okay and Jane found me and grabbed me and just squeezed.
She smelled like tears and her makeup was a mess. I put one hand on
the small of her back and the other in her hair and in spite of myself,
I broke down. I didnt even see it coming; I just sobbed. I could
barely breathe. None of it seemed real. Jane held me upright and gave
me little kisses on the neck. We stayed like that a long time.
Bradfords
wife, Pauline, showed up at our house in the middle of the night a couple
days later. She hadnt slept in days and looked it. She told me
about the extermination and how long it took. They let her stand by
in case he regained consciousness afterwards as they sometimes do, but
Bradford was too far gone. There was nothing left. He died before the
exterminators even finished.
Pauline
asked me if I had noticed anything beforehand. The doctors figured he
had been infected for nearly six months. I had to tell her that I hadnt
noticed much. I noticed his mood was different. He wasnt interested
in going out for drinks anymore and hadnt been for awhile. He
just seemed busy
and tired
and a little bit sick. And then
one day I looked at him and I realized I did not know the person staring
back at me. Nothing but the bare outline remained of the man I knew.
The man who was my good friend. I told her I couldnt stop blaming
myself for not being more aware but I regretted saying so immediately.
Pauline was a mess. Anything I blamed myself for, she blamed herself
double. His own wife
A
moral to the story? I dont know. Lots of people have gone through
worse than me. My burdens to bear are regret and what might have been.
From a purely selfish motive, the whole thing was damn scary. I upped
my health insurance right afterward and had the whole family get regular
check-ups every three months.
However,
the worst I carry is that image of Bradford at the very end. The hollow
cheeks, the concave eyes
the incredulous and irritated expression.
He was little more than a perverse mannequin by that time but
it still had Brads face and hair and crooked left eyebrow and
dimpled chin. There was a man in there somewhere. A man who was my friend.
I
miss him, and due to the circumstances of our parting, I will naturally
never forget him. I only hope in time to remember him as he was. I hope
to separate the man I knew from the mere food he became.
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