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Prose

The
Parasites
By Charlie Beck
We
never even noticed until it was too late. Thats the worst part
for me now. They say it can be treated early on. It is curable, but
only in the early stages before those things gets too big and too numerous.
I always just thought he was tired or really busy or maybe a little
sick or something. To be fair, thats what he always told us. What
wasnt to believe? At any given time most of the rest of us were
usually feeling the same. Now the company has put protocols in place
in an attempt to stop this kind of thing from happening again. Now were
not allowed to say were tired or busy or sick. Im required
to go into more depth if someone asks how Im doing. It sort of
backfired though, because most people have just stopped asking how everyone
else is doing. None of us have time to listen.
Bradford
was his name. He worked in sales too at the next cubical over from me.
We got along famously, right from the very beginning. You know, we were
always poking fun at one another, challenging each other to make that
next big sale. We ended up quite the teammates. We put up some pretty
big numbers together. The Calidago account- that was one of ours. And
the Whitley sale.
Anyway,
we ended up becoming friends outside of work too. Wed stop and
get a drink sometimes on our way home. Our wives got along and we had
kids around the same age. It made sense.
Like
I said, I noticed changes beforehand, but I didnt think much of
them. He always looked like he was really dragging. His color was a
little off and he lost some weight. Nothing huge though. He seemed a
little distant at times, but everyone is sometimes; I didnt think
much of it. It wasnt until hed been like that for a couple
months that I thought something might actually be really wrong.
Even
still, I figured it might be something wrong with me. Maybe he had always
been like this and I had just never noticed. Or maybe he was mad at
me over something or things were hard at home. Maybe we were just growing
apart a little bit. Its hard to say with these things.
The
first time I noticed something seriously wrong was about three weeks
before that infamous day. Jane and I were pregnant again and we had
just found out the day before. I was understandably excited. Bradford
was already at his desk when I got there, and I yelled out a greeting
to him. I told him I had big news that hed be really interested
in.
He
turned toward me and it gave me goose bumps. There was something so
different about him, something so wrong and yet, I just couldnt
quite identify it. It was on the proverbial tip of my tongue. Whatever
it was, it really creeped me out. I tried not to show my sudden, seemingly
inexplicable disgust. We just sat staring at each other for a couple
seconds. I finally regained myself and told him Jane and I were going
to have another baby.
His
response was unwelcome, to say the least. People get happy when youre
having a baby. Thats good news. Its supposed to be good
news, anyway. And for us it most definitely was. Wed been trying
for a few months with no success but now we were there. This was my
friend and I expected him to be happy for me. But he wasnt. He
didnt insult me or anything. In some ways I think that would have
been better. He just looked at me vaguely, uncaring and irritated and
made some noncommittal grunt like he was waiting for me to finish the
thought. The way he vocalized it was so callous, so awful
it honestly
made me a little bit sick to my stomach.
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